Mood: Introspective as usual
Listening to: iTunes on shuffle
Reading: Philosophy homework
Dreaming about: Alternative realities of my life
Physical health: A little cold but nothing bad
Psychological health: not as depressive as usual
Drinking: saliva, but beer could be good
Homework charge: light for the moment
I recently realised that graphic design is not what I want to do all my life, I feel like I need a little more self expression. so I decided that I will finish my studies, get good marks and then i don't know.
Now, for the first time in my life, I don't see my possible future, and I'm not trying to create one either. I know that I want to get the hell out of my parents house, and I know that I want to travel somewhere, I don't know when, what, where, and how but I want to live an adventure, I want to feel as a real artist for at least a little time in my life, I want to find myself, I want to fully become a person...
Everything is still quite blurry in my head for the moment...
It's a time of big changes...
There's no future anymore...